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avatar Depressing, Somewhat Morbid Poemthumbs down
March 27, 2010 03:04PM
You tell me not to think so much
What else is there to do when I’m trapped inside my head?
You want me to fake that smile
Don’t you know how hard that is when you wish you were dead?

If I don’t like that thought, just ignore it she says
The dictionary calls that denial.
That may work for you, sweetheart
You’ll have to excuse me, but reality’s more my style.

Don’t know, anymore, what’s real and what’s not
Dreams and reality merge and collide.
I did it so well for so many years
Now my insanity I’m failing to hide.

Worthless, useless, and as a person, bad
Angry as hell and no reason left to fight.
Just when I think my heart is barren
I fall in love with a ghost as he flickers out of sight.

Now there’s simply nothing left
But the pain I leave in my trail.
I hate myself for spreading it to others
This was always supposed to be a private hell.




What if all we see or seem is but a dream within a dream? ~RMD 5H2~
avatar Re: Depressing, Somewhat Morbid Poemthumbs down
March 31, 2010 06:36AM
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GauntletsAngel
You tell me not to think so much
What else is there to do when I’m trapped inside my head?
You want me to fake that smile
Don’t you know how hard that is when you wish you were dead?

If I don’t like that thought, just ignore it she says
The dictionary calls that denial.
That may work for you, sweetheart
You’ll have to excuse me, but reality’s more my style.

Don’t know, anymore, what’s real and what’s not
Dreams and reality merge and collide.
I did it so well for so many years
Now my insanity I’m failing to hide.

Worthless, useless, and as a person, bad
Angry as hell and no reason left to fight.
Just when I think my heart is barren
I fall in love with a ghost as he flickers out of sight.

Now there’s simply nothing left
But the pain I leave in my trail.
I hate myself for spreading it to others
This was always supposed to be a private hell.

Well, that's a great poem. And if that's what comes out of your depression then I think the literature world needs your depression. winking smileyLMAO



~ There is a "lie" in believe, "over" in lover, "end" in friend, and an "if" in life.
And after Monday and Tuesday even the calendar says W.T.F. ~
avatar Re: Depressing, Somewhat Morbid Poemthumbs up
April 11, 2010 09:14AM
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GauntletsAngel
You tell me not to think so much
What else is there to do when I’m trapped inside my head?
You want me to fake that smile
Don’t you know how hard that is when you wish you were dead?

If I don’t like that thought, just ignore it she says
The dictionary calls that denial.
That may work for you, sweetheart
You’ll have to excuse me, but reality’s more my style.

Don’t know, anymore, what’s real and what’s not
Dreams and reality merge and collide.
I did it so well for so many years
Now my insanity I’m failing to hide.

Worthless, useless, and as a person, bad
Angry as hell and no reason left to fight.
Just when I think my heart is barren
I fall in love with a ghost as he flickers out of sight.

Now there’s simply nothing left
But the pain I leave in my trail.
I hate myself for spreading it to others
This was always supposed to be a private hell.

I'm turning your thumbs down into a thumbs up. thumbs up
Love it!

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xDeanWinchesterx
Well, that's a great poem. And if that's what comes out of your depression then I think the literature world needs your depression. winking smileyLMAO

I think I agree. cool V



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avatar Re: Depressing, Somewhat Morbid Poemthumbs down
April 11, 2010 08:14PM
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xDeanWinchesterx
Well, that's a great poem. And if that's what comes out of your depression then I think the literature world needs your depression. winking smileyLMAO

Dude, do you have to be such a jerk?
avatar Re: Depressing, Somewhat Morbid Poemthumbs down
April 12, 2010 03:49PM
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SamWinchester
Dude, do you have to be such a jerk?

I'm a jerk? Because I'm complimented her? Thanks, Sam.



~ There is a "lie" in believe, "over" in lover, "end" in friend, and an "if" in life.
And after Monday and Tuesday even the calendar says W.T.F. ~
avatar Re: Depressing, Somewhat Morbid Poemthumbs down
April 12, 2010 05:43PM
Love the poem amazing job!grinning smiley heartheart



It's not supposed to go like that, its not intended to end that way, life is a journey, constantly turnin' down an unknown path, but its not supposed to go like that
avatar Here's Another
April 12, 2010 09:04PM
Wow, you guys are as bent as I am, thank you! Here's another:


Strip clean my heart and lay it bare
It’s been so long and still I care
Just when I think I’m free and clear
You show back up and catch me unaware.

I haven’t even seen you, but I know you’re here
For months I’ve felt you everywhere
Just around the corner, so far and yet so near
Like a loved one who has died, but just won’t disappear.

But love, for us, came only from one side
After thirteen years I let you inside
You simply used me for a place you could hide
Then you threw me away with one massive lie.

Just your name tears at a wound that never seems to heal
Part of me still wonders how did you feel
Was I anything more than a bed and a meal
Thirteen years, how much of it was real?

Rip out my heart and lay it there
Maybe then I won’t have to care
Finally, I’ll be free and clear
To rest in peace, blissfully unaware.




What if all we see or seem is but a dream within a dream? ~RMD 5H2~
avatar Re: Depressing, Somewhat Morbid Poemthumbs down
April 13, 2010 09:05AM
Not because you complimented her. You don't tell people that they are supposed to be depressed, dude!
avatar Re: Here's Another
April 13, 2010 05:41PM
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GauntletsAngel
Wow, you guys are as bent as I am, thank you! Here's another:


Strip clean my heart and lay it bare
It’s been so long and still I care
Just when I think I’m free and clear
You show back up and catch me unaware.

I haven’t even seen you, but I know you’re here
For months I’ve felt you everywhere
Just around the corner, so far and yet so near
Like a loved one who has died, but just won’t disappear.

But love, for us, came only from one side
After thirteen years I let you inside
You simply used me for a place you could hide
Then you threw me away with one massive lie.

Just your name tears at a wound that never seems to heal
Part of me still wonders how did you feel
Was I anything more than a bed and a meal
Thirteen years, how much of it was real?

Rip out my heart and lay it there
Maybe then I won’t have to care
Finally, I’ll be free and clear
To rest in peace, blissfully unaware.

Well, not sure if I should say anything so Sam didn't bite my head off later. *grins* But it's damn good again. thumbs up And just because I happen to know whom this poem might be about from someone, I'd love to tell you something: It hurts. It's hard to let go but one day you'll feel free again. yin yang

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SamWinchester
Not because you complimented her. You don't tell people that they are supposed to be depressed, dude!

That's not what I meant. I just said that if her depression makes her write poems, it's not a completely bad thing because she can handle an obviously bad thing in a creative way and make something pretty cool out of it.



~ There is a "lie" in believe, "over" in lover, "end" in friend, and an "if" in life.
And after Monday and Tuesday even the calendar says W.T.F. ~
avatar What the..?confused smiley
April 14, 2010 09:59AM
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xDeanWinchesterx
That's not what I meant. I just said that if her depression makes her write poems, it's not a completely bad thing because she can handle an obviously bad thing in a creative way and make something pretty cool out of it.

Wow, Dean, that's kind of deep... Who are you and what have you done with my brother!? Are you sick? Infected? Possessed? Concussed? Lobotomized? Body-swapped? A changling? A shifter? You didn't like, find religion, or anything, right? Right? Seriously, dude, you're starting to freak me out.salt... and burn[997]reading[997]Devils trap
avatar Re: Here's Another
April 15, 2010 04:41PM
I know I'm on a screwed up, semi-emo, totally angsty kick, but I can't help it, say the word and I'll stop posting them here.kiss
Falling in love with a person is bad. Falling in love with their kids is a million times worse.


Six little hands, six little feet
Six little eyes, I'll never again meet

Three little faces I won't get to touch
Three little kids I miss far too much

Three little minds that I'll never teach
Three little hearts that I cannot reach

Three little people I can't wrap my arms around
Three strangers' souls to which I shouldn't be bound

Three little smiles that will never be for me
Three times a mother that I'll never be

Three times the pain to hold in my heart
Three times the pain to tear me apart.




What if all we see or seem is but a dream within a dream? ~RMD 5H2~
avatar Re: Here's Another
April 16, 2010 12:48AM
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GauntletsAngel
I know I'm on a screwed up, semi-emo, totally angsty kick, but I can't help it, say the word and I'll stop posting them here.kiss
Falling in love with a person is bad. Falling in love with their kids is a million times worse.
. . .

don't stop posting them! as long as they're getting written, I love reading them i think theyre amazingheartheart



It's not supposed to go like that, its not intended to end that way, life is a journey, constantly turnin' down an unknown path, but its not supposed to go like that
avatar Re: What the..?confused smiley
April 16, 2010 04:33PM
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SamWinchester
Wow, Dean, that's kind of deep... Who are you and what have you done with my brother!? Are you sick? Infected? Possessed? Concussed? Lobotomized? Body-swapped? A changling? A shifter? You didn't like, find religion, or anything, right? Right? Seriously, dude, you're starting to freak me out.salt... and burn[997]reading[997]Devils trap

Shut up, jerk. tongue sticking out smiley

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GauntletsAngel
I know I'm on a screwed up, semi-emo, totally angsty kick, but I can't help it, say the word and I'll stop posting them here.kiss
Falling in love with a person is bad. Falling in love with their kids is a million times worse.


Six little hands, six little feet
Six little eyes, I'll never again meet

Three little faces I won't get to touch
Three little kids I miss far too much

Three little minds that I'll never teach
Three little hearts that I cannot reach

Three little people I can't wrap my arms around
Three strangers' souls to which I shouldn't be bound

Three little smiles that will never be for me
Three times a mother that I'll never be

Three times the pain to hold in my heart
Three times the pain to tear me apart.

Ok. This one is kinda scary. Blair Witch-scary. winking smiley But it's great again.



~ There is a "lie" in believe, "over" in lover, "end" in friend, and an "if" in life.
And after Monday and Tuesday even the calendar says W.T.F. ~
avatar Re: What the..?confused smiley
April 16, 2010 08:08PM
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xDeanWinchesterx
Ok. This one is kinda scary. Blair Witch-scary. winking smiley But it's great again.

"Blair Witch-scary?" Please explicate, I've got to know why! LOL



What if all we see or seem is but a dream within a dream? ~RMD 5H2~
avatar Re: What the..?confused smiley
April 24, 2010 02:18PM
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GauntletsAngel
"Blair Witch-scary?" Please explicate, I've got to know why! LOL

The little hands. Have you seen Blair Witch? The little hands on the tent, the little hands on the walls of that cabin in the woods, the little hands in your poem. Association. LMAO



~ There is a "lie" in believe, "over" in lover, "end" in friend, and an "if" in life.
And after Monday and Tuesday even the calendar says W.T.F. ~
avatar Re: What the..?confused smiley
April 24, 2010 02:29PM
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xDeanWinchesterx
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GauntletsAngel
"Blair Witch-scary?" Please explicate, I've got to know why! LOL

The little hands. Have you seen Blair Witch? The little hands on the tent, the little hands on the walls of that cabin in the woods, the little hands in your poem. Association. LMAO

LMAOLMAOLMAO Thank you, Dean, I will now laugh hysterically everytime I see this poem! LOLLOLLOL



What if all we see or seem is but a dream within a dream? ~RMD 5H2~
avatar Re: What the..?confused smiley
April 29, 2010 05:21PM
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GauntletsAngel
LMAOLMAOLMAO Thank you, Dean, I will now laugh hysterically everytime I see this poem! LOLLOLLOL

You're more than welcome. winking smiley



~ There is a "lie" in believe, "over" in lover, "end" in friend, and an "if" in life.
And after Monday and Tuesday even the calendar says W.T.F. ~
avatar Re: Depressing, Somewhat Morbid Poemthumbs down
May 25, 2010 09:30AM
They are all so beautiful, G! heart But also sad. I hope you'll feel better soon. hug




avatar Re: Depressing, Somewhat Morbid Poemthumbs down
May 30, 2010 10:01AM
Angel,
Your poems are beautiful and it takes a wonderful soul to feel these things. But I wish you joy again....soon. Meanwhile, I really love to read these poems...and think it's probably therapeutic for you.....
Many comforting and bright wishes for you.applause




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