Depressing, Somewhat Morbid Poem March 27, 2010 03:04PM | Registered: 15 years ago Posts: 68 Status: "I'm almost as awesome as the Winchesters. Almost." |
Re: Depressing, Somewhat Morbid Poem March 31, 2010 06:36AM | Admin Registered: 15 years ago Posts: 1,714 Status: |
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GauntletsAngel
You tell me not to think so much
What else is there to do when I’m trapped inside my head?
You want me to fake that smile
Don’t you know how hard that is when you wish you were dead?
If I don’t like that thought, just ignore it she says
The dictionary calls that denial.
That may work for you, sweetheart
You’ll have to excuse me, but reality’s more my style.
Don’t know, anymore, what’s real and what’s not
Dreams and reality merge and collide.
I did it so well for so many years
Now my insanity I’m failing to hide.
Worthless, useless, and as a person, bad
Angry as hell and no reason left to fight.
Just when I think my heart is barren
I fall in love with a ghost as he flickers out of sight.
Now there’s simply nothing left
But the pain I leave in my trail.
I hate myself for spreading it to others
This was always supposed to be a private hell.
Re: Depressing, Somewhat Morbid Poem April 11, 2010 09:14AM | Admin Registered: 15 years ago Posts: 506 Status: |
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GauntletsAngel
You tell me not to think so much
What else is there to do when I’m trapped inside my head?
You want me to fake that smile
Don’t you know how hard that is when you wish you were dead?
If I don’t like that thought, just ignore it she says
The dictionary calls that denial.
That may work for you, sweetheart
You’ll have to excuse me, but reality’s more my style.
Don’t know, anymore, what’s real and what’s not
Dreams and reality merge and collide.
I did it so well for so many years
Now my insanity I’m failing to hide.
Worthless, useless, and as a person, bad
Angry as hell and no reason left to fight.
Just when I think my heart is barren
I fall in love with a ghost as he flickers out of sight.
Now there’s simply nothing left
But the pain I leave in my trail.
I hate myself for spreading it to others
This was always supposed to be a private hell.
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xDeanWinchesterx
Well, that's a great poem. And if that's what comes out of your depression then I think the literature world needs your depression.
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Here's Another April 12, 2010 09:04PM | Registered: 15 years ago Posts: 68 Status: "I'm almost as awesome as the Winchesters. Almost." |
Re: Depressing, Somewhat Morbid Poem April 13, 2010 09:05AM | Registered: 15 years ago Posts: 29 Status: |
Re: Here's Another April 13, 2010 05:41PM | Admin Registered: 15 years ago Posts: 1,714 Status: |
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GauntletsAngel
Wow, you guys are as bent as I am, thank you! Here's another:
Strip clean my heart and lay it bare
It’s been so long and still I care
Just when I think I’m free and clear
You show back up and catch me unaware.
I haven’t even seen you, but I know you’re here
For months I’ve felt you everywhere
Just around the corner, so far and yet so near
Like a loved one who has died, but just won’t disappear.
But love, for us, came only from one side
After thirteen years I let you inside
You simply used me for a place you could hide
Then you threw me away with one massive lie.
Just your name tears at a wound that never seems to heal
Part of me still wonders how did you feel
Was I anything more than a bed and a meal
Thirteen years, how much of it was real?
Rip out my heart and lay it there
Maybe then I won’t have to care
Finally, I’ll be free and clear
To rest in peace, blissfully unaware.
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SamWinchester
Not because you complimented her. You don't tell people that they are supposed to be depressed, dude!
What the..? April 14, 2010 09:59AM | Registered: 15 years ago Posts: 29 Status: |
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xDeanWinchesterx
That's not what I meant. I just said that if her depression makes her write poems, it's not a completely bad thing because she can handle an obviously bad thing in a creative way and make something pretty cool out of it.
Re: Here's Another April 15, 2010 04:41PM | Registered: 15 years ago Posts: 68 Status: "I'm almost as awesome as the Winchesters. Almost." |
Re: Here's Another April 16, 2010 12:48AM | Registered: 15 years ago Posts: 1,955 Status: "I punched that damn leprechaun back." |
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GauntletsAngel
I know I'm on a screwed up, semi-emo, totally angsty kick, but I can't help it, say the word and I'll stop posting them here.
Falling in love with a person is bad. Falling in love with their kids is a million times worse. . . .
Re: What the..? April 16, 2010 04:33PM | Admin Registered: 15 years ago Posts: 1,714 Status: |
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SamWinchester
Wow, Dean, that's kind of deep... Who are you and what have you done with my brother!? Are you sick? Infected? Possessed? Concussed? Lobotomized? Body-swapped? A changling? A shifter? You didn't like, find religion, or anything, right? Right? Seriously, dude, you're starting to freak me out.[997][997]
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GauntletsAngel
I know I'm on a screwed up, semi-emo, totally angsty kick, but I can't help it, say the word and I'll stop posting them here.
Falling in love with a person is bad. Falling in love with their kids is a million times worse.
Six little hands, six little feet
Six little eyes, I'll never again meet
Three little faces I won't get to touch
Three little kids I miss far too much
Three little minds that I'll never teach
Three little hearts that I cannot reach
Three little people I can't wrap my arms around
Three strangers' souls to which I shouldn't be bound
Three little smiles that will never be for me
Three times a mother that I'll never be
Three times the pain to hold in my heart
Three times the pain to tear me apart.
Re: What the..? April 16, 2010 08:08PM | Registered: 15 years ago Posts: 68 Status: "I'm almost as awesome as the Winchesters. Almost." |
Re: What the..? April 24, 2010 02:18PM | Admin Registered: 15 years ago Posts: 1,714 Status: |
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GauntletsAngel
"Blair Witch-scary?" Please explicate, I've got to know why!
Re: What the..? April 24, 2010 02:29PM | Registered: 15 years ago Posts: 68 Status: "I'm almost as awesome as the Winchesters. Almost." |
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xDeanWinchesterx
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GauntletsAngel
"Blair Witch-scary?" Please explicate, I've got to know why!
The little hands. Have you seen Blair Witch? The little hands on the tent, the little hands on the walls of that cabin in the woods, the little hands in your poem. Association.
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